(HOW TO DEAL WITH THE MOTIVATIONS WE LOST)
We humans, compete in so many ways. We compete for a contest,
with our classmates, in love, in life. We’re competing not because we want
to get the worst outcome; we’re competing because we want to make good
things happen. We’re not those little kids anymore, who may either cry or not
when they loss or win in a specific contest. We’re teenagers who’re trying to
figure out what we are and what we want to be in the next few years of our life
as an adult.
As a fourth year
student, I feel the need to make my life something worthy. Since my parents got
separated, I never loved myself. I’m giving more love to the things where I
want to be good with. I can still remember my grade school years where I want
to make good grades ONLY because I thought that will be the best way to
overcome the loneliness that I feel.
As of now, high school
made me realize that if you want to be
happy, you need to know who you are, what you’re capable of and the things that
do not oppose what you feel. I’m going to admit that until now, I’m still
having a bit of my identity crisis, but at least I could distract myself to get
away from that. Well now my only problem is how to make thing right for me with
a right motivation.
Having a motivation can
be the biggest pleasure you can feel whenever you want to be successful in a
place where you know you don’t excel well. But I realized
that providing yourself a motivation can either be like this, it can build you or it can destroy you.
When you have a dream,
you’re going to be desperate making it, because
you think that you’ll be happy with the success you’re going to get. Our
motivation becomes a part of our dreams, and
of course, you have this urge for that motivation to feel the same way as yours.
Let’s just say that you’re motivation is a person. He/ She became your dream,
but what if he/she doesn’t want you to be a part of your dream? What if it
happens to you?