Thursday 26 December 2013

THINGS THAT I REALIZED WHEN DIDN’T PASS THE UPCAT





THINGS THAT I REALIZED WHEN DIDN’T PASS THE UPCAT

     



       UNIVERSITY OF THE PHILIPPINES COLLEGE ADMISSION TEST OR UPCAT IS ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT COLLEGE ENTRANCE EXAMS IN THE PHILIPPINES. FRANKLY, I’M REALLY TOO DESPERATE TO GO TO A UP CAMPUS (WELL I’M A LITTLE BIT MORE DESPERATE TO GO TO ATENEO BUT I DIDN’T TAKE THE TEST HIHI BECAUSE I’M LATE) ESPECIALLY AT DILIMAN SINCE I WAS IN FIRST YEAR BECAUSE THAT IS WHERE GOOD COURSES COULD BE FOUND. BUT NOW THAT I DIDN’T PASS (EVEN AT LOS BANOS), IT REALLY MAKES ME FRUSTRATED, NOT BECAUSE I DIDN’T PASS BUT BECAUSE I REALIZED THAT I DIDN’T STUDIED WELL IN HIGH SCHOOL.
            AS YOU ALL KNOW, THE EXAM PROPER ITSELF, THE UPCAT WILL BE 60% OF YOUR UPCAT GRADE OR UPG AND THE 40% WILL BE YOUR HIGH SCHOOL GRADES ESPECIALLY IN ENGLISH, MATHEMATICS AND SCIENCE SINCE FIRST YEAR TO THIRD YEAR. BUT SINCE I HAVEN’T KNOWN THIS THING EARLIER, I WASN’T ABLE TO MAKE GOOD GRADES IN MY PAST YEARS. I’M NOT BRAGGING BUT I’M PRETTY CONFIDENT WITH THE EXAM, BUT LIKE MY PROBLEM EVEN BEFORE, MY HIGH SCHOOL GRADES ARE TOO LOW. OF COURSE IN MY LEVEL, I CAN’T MAKE MY UPCAT EXAM AVERAGE FROM 85% AND ABOVE BECAUSE IT’S PRETTY DIFFICULT, BUT ACTUALLY, MY HIGH SCHOOL GRADES CAN PULL IT UP A BIT. BUT SINCE THAT MY GRADES ARE NOT THAT HIGH, I GUESS I WON’T HAVE ANY CHANCE, LIKE I THOUGHT EVEN BEFORE I START REVIEWING.
And now there are things that make me frustrated, and those are REGRETS.
            And now, regrets in what?

Saturday 21 December 2013

INSECURITIES



INSECURITIES


            We’ve always gone through for so many insecurities in life. Of course, in the reality of life, it always starts with the big things because we can literally see them. And we want them. We need them because you can feel such imperfection in your life without them.
            However, due to this kind of thinking, we never thought of something else other than that. It’s either we get obsess or we’re going to stuck ourselves in a life we always not wanted to be. But you cannot even imagine that you have a choice


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Tuesday 10 December 2013

WAYS ON HOW TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE WHO BRAG 101



Ways on how to deal with people who brag 101
            I’m actually having a very hard time especially when it comes to adapting. I’m snob, I’m going to admit it but if I really found you annoying, well I really found you. I’m not going to talk to you or to like you since I really don’t like you. Anyway, there is this man who’s really a bragger. He’s actually very annoying ‘coz he boast a lot and I think that is not appropriate anymore. So here comes with this guy where I really do have a difficult time to deal with. Actually, the first time that we met was OK. We talked a lot and I also thought that he had a crush on me, joke! He’s actually always there for me whenever I struggle but here comes a time that I came to know his personality and it’s really disappointing because I really expected a lot from him not on crush actually. So now that I’m having a hard time dealing with this guy, I thought of something. I thought of the ways on how to deal with people who brag A LOT. So here it goes.

HIDDEN FEELINGS



HIDDEN FEELINGS

            Protecting your own feelings from being known, leaving all those motives behind is an attitude that is not very considerable. You hover from the brink of something. You left someone with a huge question on her mind.
            On the other hand, you’re also asking to yourself question why? Why are you too afraid to say that you want him, that you really want to be with him?
            People are getting afraid to say what they feel since they’re scared to feel the kind of shame. Hence, they are now just stealing the happiness by imagining things which aren’t considerable and far from reality.
            Once people come to know love, they try to find it the way they wanted to, the way where their command will be on their own, where no one wanted someone to hinder their way in getting the love that they wanted.
            However, due to this kind of thinking, people will indirectly unveil that the love that they are wanting is forced. The love that they want to have is not real, but it is just because they wanted to be with someone who he knows he can face to his parents, to his friends due to high profile and money.
            Many people today think that they need to find love, but they didn’t know that love is the one who’s going to find them, that love will be the on the right place, at the right time.
            However, some feelings are just wasted since they are covered with piles of blocks. They didn’t want to let the person that they wanted to know what they truly feel.


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EXPECTATIONS



EXPECTATIONS
             
             Every human has their own expectations. It fuel ourselves and pursue to the dream you wanted to be. It opens us to a life where you started in just a dream and ended up with reality.
             
            However, if we didn’t succeed with our expectations, it’ll cripple us. They will pull you down until you fall. Therefore, if you have expectations, you’re on the brink of something. There are only two options, to fall down, or go to the safer way behind you, where you need to go back and give up.
           
               Motives also let us expect so they are also the biggest liars in life, especially in love. If we let ourselves be eaten by the motives that can give us happiness, you’re totally jeopardizing yourself into something that is not in the good outcome. Motives may come up into two, they like you or not.